past shits .

2006-09-15T02:20:00.000-07:00

heyluhh!(:
yeeeee-appp ! i`m updating now laaas .
my internet at home dah rosak lerr ppl .
so i`m now at my nenek`s hse . hehe .
i tell u , MANY MANY khewl stuffs been happnin luhh!
tha last 2 weeks tha DAMAI dramaians been practisin fer our musical
, PUTTING IT ALL TOGETHER!(:
we were working along with SIGLAP sec , hougang sec and a few pri skewls .
and tha whole thang was SO FREAKIN FUN !!!!
tha musical`s now over . awwww .
and i miss those SIGLAPIANS so muchies!
i`ve got some pikchas . i`m too lazy to list every single incident down .
heheks .
i upload 1 pic onlayye laa oteyys . gtg .
buaiis(:

thangs are going fyne i guess .

2006-08-18T21:48:00.000-07:00

yo yo yo (:
maybe i`m goin out later wit tha ghurrls & Le Parkour . WHEEE .
most of em` not comferm yet tho.. haiz =(
me.Fatin & Le parkour onlie conferm . tha rest of tha ghurrls not comferm yet .
CHEESEcake btol!
i`m gettin peeps tuh sen me songs . hehe .
I WANT SONGS ! (:
now pakcik.Md.Noh & SyahriL` sendin me some .
hee . thanks ehk guys (:
app it much .
pakcik SUNGGUH baekk mayyn ! he even sent me 500+ teshties . yippee !
now i`m in one convo wit Izzat , Fatin & md.noh . tgh conferm saper gi .
all of us in tha convo conferm redii .
me want Sakinah . Rabia & raikha go oso !!
ala . Rabia cannot . tuition . ishk !
:'(
post lata .
ciao .

2006-08-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

Sept
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention.Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless.Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have manyfriends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory.Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

`240993 - my BDAE ! rmb aiite peeps (:

2006-08-17T05:52:00.000-07:00

hey .
hmphs! tk faiir sehs . smlm raikha.Fatin.Rabia.Sakinah.Radhiah.Syafiqah & tha Le parkour guys went tuh tha Singapore Idol Spectacular show !
bler drg nk dkat sampai saner aru kol kater ader xtra ticket sehs =(
tkkn aku nk gi sendirik naek teksi kan ?
my mom won`t lemme anywae .
WEEHOO!!!!
MATHILDA`S OUTT !!!!!
YIPEEEE !
oooh yeahh !
anywaes , RAIKHA sumer nyer muker appear pat TV seyy !! JELES mayyn !
ika SO DAMN FREAKEEEN lawa sehs smlm .
anywae.. i`ve gotta off tha comp .
nk ckp ngn RABIA pat fone .
I`M SO HEH-PEE , I`M SO HEH-PEE..HEH-PEE DAE ! HAPPY DAYY!!
WOOTS . SHE`S OUTT. YEAHH !

klarr.. lata .
ciao!

mixed uhp .

2006-08-14T06:07:00.000-07:00

hey(:
i finaly made uhp wit amalina ! YEEEYEAH (:
dhat`s tha ONE thang dhat made me smyle ferr tha rest of tha dae in skewl . hehhs .
i heartts you beb . ferrevhurr cherished; you will be .
OKOK . skip tha lessons .
nth interesting . onlie Daryl kept pulling my haiir & koling me PARIAH .
dhat moron; imma kick his ass ferst thang tmr morn` .
&&& dhat Aniq extra oso .
hmphs . so BLABLA . ladeeda . koled hym karat BELO .
OKOK . so anywaes .
AFTER SKOOL HOURS are damn gereks luhh . BETTER dhan darn lessons .
ME.ika.rabia.mai ; we hanged outt at tha playground behynd damai ard there .
cuz amalina.Fatin.Radhiah had remedial . so we went there whyle waiting la .
it was SO fun . hee .
we played tha swing,see-saw and dhat roundabout thang .
tha roundabout was damn BEST! (:
dhen sand was everywhere; shoes,socks,skirts,hands,legs. hahaks!
dhen we dropped by a shop; bought drinks & stuffs .
went bakk tuh Damai . SABO-ed Fatin wit Water .
we ourselves splashed water at each otha .
oh yarhh ! almost forgot ; it`s FATIN`S 13TH BDAE TODAE : 140806` (:
happie bdae my beloved cuzzhie .
hearts you loads .
ok, DHEN .
we went tuh MACd .
bought drinks; foods; whurtevhurr .
dhen we went tuh tha playground unda a block opposite MAC`s .
we played alligator sampai puas ! WEEHOO ~
GEREK GYLERR MAYYN! (:
tgh maen, aku nk terKENCING siaaa .
WALAO . haharrs . bt I was tha most diff tuh catch. wakekeke .
i became tha alligator once onlie . it was LUCK,i tell you; Fatin ! hahaks .
tha rest twice each . hee .
FUNFUNFUN . WHEEEE (:
raikha & mai walked home togethurr .
me,Fatin & rabia went tuh bustop .
Fatin took 228 home alone . ishk , (ika & mai tk bakek tknk amek bus ngn dier.hahas.)
me & Rabia chitCHATTED aLOTlot whyle waiting fer tha damn bus tuh come .
we chat abt. . hehe . many many lahhs . SECRET (:
dhen we went home togethurr; cannot stop talking . wahehe .
dhen she promised tuh kol me when she reached home .
she sayd it was fun & interesting talking to MW (:
same to you too laaa , my niece ;DD
heartts you ALL .
AND DHEN .
it all started . those feelings .
i came home . penat sehz . &&& i`m kynda mad at Z .
dunno why larhs . i just AM . SO damn hopping madd .
i WANT hym tuh pay me MORE ATTENTION & shower me MORE LOVE .
is dhat diff ?
urgh =(
i`m sickk of this laaa .
i`m SO not ready ferr anader BGR .
i`m sickk of em` . of EVERYTHING dhat LOVE brings .
tha consequences; every single thang .
AAAAAAARRRHHHHH .
i HATE it .
OK . i THINK i shld ANTI love in MY LYFE .
seriously .
i need a `'BRAIN'` check . catch uhp lata ayte .
tata . takkaires .
much LOVE ,
ME.ME.&ME (:

2006-08-12T22:51:00.000-07:00

heys (:
i`m so farkyn confused .
one thang is dhat i feel i`m lackyng love .
lyke i`m needyn someone to love me .
but don`t i have dhat someone alredii ?
& dhat`s tha thang , SEE ;
i`m havin doubts abt me & Z .
why . why . WHY ?!
no,REALLY .
WHY?! why must this ALWAYS happen ?
to ME ? it alwaes does , in relationships . MY relationships .
whurt am i? a freakin JINX ?!
i think so .
it`s totaly fated fer me to have ruined relationships .
i think gawd`s forbbiden me to haf any , i guess .
i`m OFTEN confused abt my own feelings towards guys . & boyfs .
arghs . GRR !
so now i`m askyn asri abt this whole thang . & he thinks i shld break wit hym .
he says "its not compulsory to LOVE " . i loike dhat .
it`s kynda true . well . it IS true .
well . thanks my advisor (: app it loads .
okeiks luhh . LATA!
byee (:

"even if we`re no longer togethurr ,
you`ll always be a part of me ,
whether past , present or future .
it`ll be there , somewhere in our heartts .
-ferrevhurr . "

2006-08-12T01:13:00.000-07:00

yes hello .
yesterday .
everything went OK . afturh skool i teman Raikha do her project stuff wit hafsah & raeesah .
verii KEKEK . oh . i REALLY missed Raikha .
& it was so annoyingly FUNNIE cuz we all heard & sayd "tgk saper laa" at least a GAZILLION tymes ytd . HAHA! (:
& their work wuss SO nyce ((=
dhen afturh hafz & raeesah went home ,
me & ika crapped & chatchatED abt lotsa stuffs in tha canteen .
we had lotsa catching uhp tuh do (:
at tha same tyme , we waited fer Mai tuh end NP .
raikha pon actualli malas taw nk tunggu .
bt dhenn .. her DATO` K was having rugby dhat dae too .
hahas .
so when we saw hym leaving , ika kept askyn mai tuh hurry uhp .
he took tha same bus as uhs .
me n mai went uhp tha deck . raikha dint want tuh cuz HE was there .
hahaks .
me n mai kept shouting "raikha , come uhp laa " & stuffs .
i think he HEARD cuz he was lyke lookin at tha stairs there , probably expectin her tuh naek luhhs .
kwang3 .. she dint . haharrs .
when mai & raikha alighted , & so did DATO` K , he approached ika & asked abt tha confermation tuh see tha fyrewrks @ de Esplanade tmr .
WE`re also not sure .

TODAE
i woke uhp @ 7.30 am in tha morn` .
i was so freakin sleepy .
waches uhp ,had breakfast .
went tuh skool cuz i was goin tuh tha Asian civilisation museum .
we waited fer tha bus at skool ferr lyke more dhan a fcukin half an hour .
dhat totally pissed me off ,
i could`ve gotten dhat much more of sleep .
; which mean ALOt to me okayy .
hahaks . i tot this whole thang would be sucha BORING disaster .
bt instead, i DID enjoy myself (:
we one E four ghurrls& one E three boiis crapped & took lotsa pikchas there .
khewl (:
i loike , i loike .
there were some parts of tha museum dhat had a creepy kynda atmosphere .
0keiks . anywaes . nicholas suddenly asked me some stuffs .
Nick: hey , you broke uhp wit Sallehin redi arh ?
ME: yeahh.. dhat was SO long ago :rolled eyes:
Nick: ya i noe tat .
ME: dhen y u ask
Nick: nth. juz wanna ask if u attached ornot , now ?
ME: err.. yeahh . WHY ?
Nick: u stead wit hu? same skool as us issit ?
ME: nahhs , diff skewl .
Nick: ohh. (turns ard tuh look at sumtink else)
ME: (raised one eyebrow,shakes head & walks away. )

dhat was SO weird . you think it could be dhat TOYOL who asked hym tuh ask ME ?
hmms . OK. i dont care . why should i? he`s my PAST .
okeis , so ..
dhenn ruzi . nick & tha oneEthree lads wanted tuh grab a byte at BK`s .
Ruzaini ajak me , say wanna treat .
so i so WANTED tuh go .
bt Pat was kynda freakin out abt tha whole thang .
MISS WONG B[ody] O[dour] , you see .
tha boiis ran past tha Singapore river & intuhh tha mall to BK anywae . W/O me =(
haiish . so Pat treated me ,Syaf & Gladys tuh ice cream instead .
nyce (:
i bought a can of coke .
it had WAAAAY too much gas innit .
so i gave it to syaf .
dhen ruzi & gang came bakk . nick & ruzi gave me fries (:
SUNGGUH baekk krg ehks . hee .
0k0k . BLABLA .
we reached skewl , ryding a totaly BUDGET bus BACK there .
tha bus dhat we took GOING there was much betturh ,
at least it wuss air-conditioned !
dhen went home straight lorrhs .
plain LAZY to merayap anywhere else .
mummie`s out now .
comin bakk soon with my LUNCH (:
& Zaim dint kol =(
i tried tuh kol hym but he swytched off his darn fone . hmphs .
he koled in tha morn` tho . picked uhp ,dhen put down . hahaks . so TYPICAL of HYM (:
dhat was when i awas away at tha ACM .
dhen when i checked my fwensta , he sent me a teshtie which says :
" I WOkE Up It WaS seven i waited till 11 juz to figure out tat amelia won`t call.I tink i got alot of frens but i dun hear from them.once again a night without amelia WHEN U`R SPENDING EVERYDAE WITHOUT HER!!!!!!!!!! i`m juz a kid!!!!!!!!!!! "

hahars . hmms . sweet ? (: hmms .. - QUITE . hehhs .
klarrs . gotta BOUNCE .
lata bebs (:

"i`m lacking your love baby ,
shower me some .
imma wanting some passion baby ,
it ain`t no harm ." (:

SINGAPORE MY HOMELAND

2006-08-09T22:10:00.000-07:00

hehlohs((:
yesterday i went tuh tha NDP 06` . yippeee .
HAPPY BDAE SINGAPORE . SAYAAAAAANG KAMU !
bt there`s sumtinks i totally hate abt it . tha NDP i mean .
ferst thing , those typical singaporeans who just can`t wait fer their turns .
there was this dumb apek who kept waving his ticket in the air and kept pushing behynd me when we were Q-ing tuh get tha funpacks .
grrs . GERAM sehhs .
my cuzzen & aunt told hym off . HA! padan muker .
3 guys asked ferr my fone numbuhh . cant be bothered luh . hahaks .
bt one of dhem was TOTALLY kyute xDD
once again , it doesn`t mean im afturh tha guy aiite .
and dhenn , there was tha searching of seats . SHEEZ .
me, my cuzzen, my aunt & my grannie had tuh go a few rounds ard half of tha stadium , and
there was even one tyme we lost my cuzzen .
had tuh wave some green balloon tuh get his attention. hawhaw .
i felt SO stoopid doin dhat .
luckily there was this old couple who made some space fer us .
dhenn there were two indian perverted guys sitting in front who kept turning ard tuh look at muh cleavage .
ugh ! it wuss SO annoying . & i felt disgusted . EW .
blabla . we bought KFC before we went in , so i dint feel so hungry .
i rummaged thru my funpack , found lotsa stuffs(:
dhen i was so SMGT sehhs , when it came tuh clapping those clapostix & waving tha Singapore flag .
hahs .
dhen went home ard 8.40 .
whyle walking bak tuh tha carpark ,this other perverted apek followed me & asked fer my numbuhh .
i tink he was drunk or sumtink .
we dropped by a coffeshop fer drinks dhen i went straight home .
tha rest went tuh nenek`s hse .
mum sayd she tinks it was Zaim who kept calling bt put down when she picked uhp tha fone .
haiyarhhs . he`s always doin dhat .
so i quickly bathed dhen koled hym bakk .
he admitted it WAS hym . AGAIN .
huahua . no one but HYM wld do dhat lahs . hahas .
HEE . klarrs . BBYES . my posts sumer PANJAAANG luhhs .
falala . LAZY tuh type .
k . PEACE ;DD

living lyfe as it is .

2006-08-08T00:37:00.000-07:00

hehlue .
we had beach cleaning todae .
we were supposed tuh go tuh pasir ris beach , but instead tha idiot bus driver got it wrong .
so we went tuh East Coast . SHEESH .
but nehmynds .
before we even reached there , we were all lyke SO damn kecohs sehhs in tha bus!
i sat wit Syahidah . Aniq & Jasper were in front of uhs .
they were so gereks mayn!
so damn funnie seyy!
there was one tyme when aniq was video-ing Brenda & Hui yim; who were sittin in front of dhemm .
he was makin some funnie joke; askin Brenda to talk .
cuz it`s quite rare tuh hear any voice comin frem her.. haharrs.. no offence ayte .
so dhenn i asked who sayd wad; aniq was saying hui yim`s name whyle having bread stuffed in his mouth.
it was SO funnie siaa . i couldn`t stop laughing my ass off !
hahas . & i was lyke , tha snack supplier of tha day . huahua .
i brought lotsa stuffs tuh munch & crunch ohn . HEE ((:
Aniq was video-ing uhs in tha bussie .
he is okayy actualli , larhhs .
i REALLY hope we can be REAL frens frem now on tho .
you know , act normally & stuffs . AS FRENS .
tha prob is dhat , i don`t want hym tuh get tha wrong idea abt US .
i dunch even want hym tuh think i still lyke hym; OR even THINK he lykes me .
i`m not tha type to prasan sendirik kayys .
all i want is tuh be FRENS . or maybe even BESTIES .
tha boiis may be a handful altho there`s just eleven ; OK , nine actuali .
not counting tha gays and un-naughty ones .
0hkeiks , so anyway ,
we took LOTS of pics at tha beach . HAHS! instead of pickin uhp litter .
well, we DID pick uhp litter lahhs .
we were actualli havin quite a gud tyme .. dhenn suddenly haftuhh go bakk tuh tha bus redii sehhs .
we were alowed tuh get drinks frem tha vending machine near tha toilet located ard there .
so i bought a bottle of jollyjoy whurdevhurr stuff drink . lols .
so many peeps changed & swapped seats in tha bus .
i sat near tha back , where ALL tha boiis of oneEfour were lorrhhs .
memekak siaa .
org nk minom air pon tk senang seyy .
when i came in tha bus wit tha bottle of drink ,some of dhemm were askin fer some .
tha boiis,i mean .
gave jasper some; Karthik ,yong jie all was shouting fer some HAHAKS .
so i left Daryl & Karthik some .
my two best bros mahh . hehhs .
i couldn`t help laughing when after i passed tha bottle tuh Daryl; i saw Aniq stuffing his face with bread agn . LMAO !
it was a REALLY shawt trip seyy . -to ME luhhs , at least .
but i TOTALLY enjoyed it!
want more future outings! it`s so unfaiir . Sec skewl lyfe sucks .
pri skewl`s still tha besht . haiish .
oh well .
tha pikchas all in cT`s cam . YEEEEEHAAKKS .
when we reached sko0l , Sallehin was at tha parade square liao .
he kept staring luhhs; wad else does he do when he sees me . =(
abe kyter sumer tgh plan nk gi aner lps tu .
he lyke wait wait there lors . toopid dumb dumb . =X
i was wanting tuh get away frem hym, so i walked really fast .
tha rest followed; REALLY slowly .. lyke makneneks luhh,seriously .
Syahidah ,Sakinah & cT lerrs .
tha rest , dunno where they disappeared tuh .
according tuh my eyes;which are supposed tuh be POTEK , Sakinah & cT; HE was lookin at me & talkin tuh his fren at tha same tyme .. we were syde by syde; going outta tha skewl gate .
lps tu kyter gi SHASHA cafe agn.. actualli nk gi tamp or Bugis tp tk jadik uhhs ..
sumer dah puo kai . hahaks .
dhenn haf quite a numba of Yu Neng pri students ..
ader abg angkat Syahidah dari Springfield . sec one jgak . kyute xDD
hahas . eleh. doesn`t mean i sayy kyute means i terpikat kan . lemakk!
abe sya gi blang dier sehhs . dhat i terpikat . PE JEK .
so anywayys , me ,cT & Sakinah were abt tuh go home dhenn dhat TOYOL was ard there! arhh !
i tell u ehk.. klau satu arie tk nmpk/jumper dier tk sah sehhs . grr .
haizz.. so i reached home abt 12 plus .
so now i`m talkin on tha fone wit Zaim . uhmms . whether i`ve accepted ? akuu pon tk tau luhhs,actualli .
klarrs . imma gett outta here ..
BOUNCE !

p.s : hollaback at taggie aiites .

2006-08-07T04:51:00.000-07:00

hallo*
went tuh skewl as per normal todae .
bt it felt SO diff .
i guess it`s amalina .
haizz .
since our fyte ... oh well .
i dun wanna brood over it luhhs .
0hkaes . anywaes , i wuss tha CRAZY me as usual .
hahaks . had maths test todae .
dint bring my calculator . nehmynds.. we had more dhan enuff tyme tuh finish uhp .
2a1 and a few other classes were selling stuffs at tha NE garden there .
i bought 2 sticks of marhsmallows and 1 chocolate coated honey stars thingy . SEDAAAPP !
Sallehin was seelin too . HAHAS . bt i dunno whudd .
it`s so easehh tuh spot hym nowadaes .. cuz he cut his hair BOTAK!
he looked lyke a toyol sehhs . cuz he`s ketot mahhs .
dhat`s wad i kol hym nowadaes too . TOYOL .
lols . haizz . tha pic abv`s dedicated tuh hym too luhh .
i MISS hym larhs .
and i think i`m fallin fer Zaim onlie cuz he`s so similar tuh TOYOL .
hahars . it`s lyke , ARGH .i see hym EVERYWHERE practically .
todae at recess , when i passed by hym , a STARE .
dhenn afturh skewl , me , Syahidah , Siti , Sakinah & Shairah went tuh SHASHA cafe .
i was going ON & ON abt HYM , when suddenly . he came !
yeahhs. to SHASHA cafe .
he was ABOUT TO , anyway .
it was cuz of MY PRESENCE he dint come in .
haizz .
0keiks , ANYWAY , we DID haf FUN .
w/o 'fatimah' at least . HAHAHA .
those who often associate wit ME would noe whurt i`m babbling abt .
heees .
abe lps tuu , me n Siti & Shairah went tuh my mum`s workplace at kampong UBI PAP centre there .
my mom`s tha principal or whurtevhurr there larhs .
Shairah went home early afturh we lepak kejap .
dhenn i followed Siti tuh her hse tuh put her bag.. dhen i met her kyutzee L'il sis !
we played tha swing wit her ferrawhyle and she dint wanna get off . hahas . screamed really loud . lols . oh mayyn . i haf a soft spot fer kyute babies urhh . WHEE .
and bsk kyter ade BEACH CLEANING ! yeeeehakks !
i`m in tha same grp as Syahidah , Siti ,Shairah ,Syafiqah !! WHEEEEHAA ! tp Sakinah tkder uhhs . bt dhenn.. AT LEAST , no FATIMAH ! yehyey !
OK . fcuk .
Zaim JUST asked me fer stead .
*sighs*
i`m uso unsure of my own feelings .
it`s ALWAYS been dhat way since dhat TOYOL broke my freakin heartt .
arghs .
shld i givvit a go ?
AHH . so now i`m seekin help/advice/whurtevhurr fremm deq ela .
heartts her loads sehhs .
i`m so SO SOOO luckie tuh haf her .
(=
SHEESHl i`m so freakeeeng confused .
i`ll blog lata ayte .
SEEYA .

*_eyymiie

2006-08-06T04:50:00.000-07:00

heylahs((:
whudduhp ya`ll ?
it`s REALLY been ages since i updayted huh . hahas .
well , some stuffs been happenin laytely urhs ..
i had this misunderstandyng wit Raikha & amalina .
haizz . i dunch wanna drag on abt it uhs .
my posts gotta be shawt frem nw on luhhs .
and she`s the MAn is a GREAT movie .
you guys shld watch it . hahs . klarrs .BBYES((=

iAMELIA ; bananaONE .

2006-08-03T05:57:00.000-07:00

its been a long tyme synce i updayted muh bloggie .

can`t do dhat so muchies now . just changed muh skiin .

i`ll contynue tmr aitte ?

YIPPEES! yey. Hady`s safe . WEETS . jay`s outt .

awww . too bad . i knew it . well .. my chinese show`s starting soon .

bbyes((:

anytink holla me bakk at tha taggie kaes .

``peace .

'mwahhs ~

`'__sparksyswirls*A M E L I A .

some sins

2006-07-14T19:33:00.000-07:00

Some sins

Birth was my first sin, be here,
to cry, with my scream silence tear...

Life was my second sin, just live,
mock this world, my opinions give...

Love was my third sin, to care,
just worship hym, how did I dare...

Questioning was my fourth sin, raise doubt,
my mind use, see no reasons when look out...

Rebellion was my fifth sin, my own rules make,
refuse to obey, not orders from others to take...

Arrogance is my sixth sin, to my own sins list,
to think I know, believe my own sins see in life's mist...

I will still have many sins, my own pride I will fall,
I will regret most, hope redemption before death call...

Death will be my last sin, to surrender and die,
just release my life, to darkness and oblivion fly...

yeahh . im a fcukin sinner ; so whurt ?

- ``aMElia .

2006-07-14T02:34:00.000-07:00

..heyluhhs.

thish morn` i almost could`nt gettup mayyn. so freakin tired. cos` yesterdayy nyte i chatted wit Zaim on e fone ferr sooo long .we went on & on fer hrs. WHEEES ;DD

hee. i teman hym finish up his hmwrk yg berlmbk tu. dhenn he had tuh iron his army uniform fer NCC. kwang3.we finished chitchattin at 12 exactly.

i was lyke so sleepy,cuz i`ve been havin layte nytes this past few dayys.hahaks.

and i bet he was too! he just dint wanna admit it.HA!

his voice is sooo tha freakeeeng kyute.it makes my heart melt lyke butter on a hot pan. 0h, ohh. i loike.((=

dhen yeshterdayy i went outt wit tha ghurrls , ika,mai . &&& AZREENA !

yey! gereks mayyn.we went tuh tamp. ate at KFC.

afturh dhat we went tuh take neoprints .

theyre preettayye. hees.

walked ard,dhen we went uhp tuh open plaza dhenn we met azreena`s 2 guy fwens .

theyre frem tamp sec. one of em` was tha guy dhatt raikha just started chattin wit tha dayy b4.

his fwen`s kyute. hehe . he looks lyke khairul 1T! seyy . hahaks .

they followed us ard whyle we were lookin fer sumtink azreena wanted tuh buy.

they were lyke so tha kecoh seyys . ahaxx.

they kept tryna trip her & pull her haiir and stuffs.

lols. tk baekk sehs. hahaks.

bt we dint mind those biols. cuz we are also biols,belos,sewels,slengers,tebiat. yearhs . u name it .

so dhenn we all took bus 8. those 2 guys went bak tuh their criib.

and so we went tuh petal garden ,tha place where tha swiings are .

so yeahhs . we played on tha swiings . WHOOSH . i lurvve wind in muh haiir .

YEEEEEEEHAKKS ((=

we dhenn walked thru tha park.. me & raikha were lyke so damnn noisy.hahaks .

we kept makin dumbass jokes and laffed lyke hyenas.

lols. mai & reen were so quiet. hehs.

we sat under a block near leman`s hse there.chitchatted.

dhenn it was gonna be 6 so we ciaoED.

we stopped by a shop & bought driinks ,dhenn we walked .

i went bak tuh muh criib fersht cuz it woz nearr tha park we went tuhh... and mai,ika & reen went tuh tha bustop.

i had so much funn siaaa . hees . gereks urh.. nxt tyme wanna go outt ngn reen again. YIPPEEE ((:

so dhenn thish morn` when i went tuh tha bustop, -amalina & me reached at tha same tyme . haha.

we were walking inside tuhh tha parade square.. those byatches were in front of us. wanted tuh tease dhemm abit.bt decidd nt tuh larh. cuz lata there`ll be otha peeps ard who will terase.. or tink im t0kin abt dhemm .ahaks .

0kaiis.. dhenn..afturhh i sat dwn at e bak.. amalina sat behind sufian . so it was lyke , ME/NICHOLAS/SUFIAN .

[[ tha seating arrangement]] .

Sufian was lyke pretending tuh tok tuh nicholas ,bt amalina was convinced he was really tryna look at me. i could see dhat too .

eeeek. no offence or whurtevhurr . tp .. sry sket arhs.. ive got betturh taste 0keyyh .

he even asked me outt tuh watch Pirates of tha carribean II .

Zaim also ajak meeee . and i`d SO rather go wit hym. hehe.

so tha dayy went quite aiite .

Mrs.Ong was so damnn irritating . argh. i dont really botha tuh listen tuh her crapp anymore arhs.

i hate dhat cursedBYATCH!

anyways . i had no more $$$ tuh buy any food fer recess cuz i paid fer tha neoprints yesterdayy.

tha rest promiised tuh pay be bakk. onli raikha dah bayar alek .

nehmind. during recess me n muh classmates walked pass pukinah.

i totally screamed mayyn when i made a comment abt her stealing hidayus` $50.

she gave me a look . -she wants tuh KILL me ,i noe . HA . HA . HA .

ohh. i felt SO gooood . heee .

afturrh skewl , me,ika n nana went bakk fersht. mai had npcc .

so when we were walkin behind raikha`s aHEmM , he & his grp of frens oviously stopped purposely,& tryna make it look as if they were goiin tha wrong wayy.

mayyn! that was preetayye dumb.

lols. anywayys. he was smylin, kinda waitin fer ika.

he saiid bye. ika smyled.

dhenn , "org kater bye kan!" -he saiid. HAHA.

she saiid bye and we were lyke laffin. he was smylin.. hahaks.

we took bus 21 frem tha bustop afturhh tha skewl one .

afturrh i reached muh criib i switched on tha comp.

hehhs .

&now im SO bored .

Zaim has NCC todayy. haiish. he`s comin bakk at ard 6,7 lyke dhatt .

klarrs . lata babes,bytches,faggots and niggaz outthere .

aite aite .

BYEEE !

i`m too fly ferr this shyt .

2006-07-07T20:19:00.000-07:00

heyyloe((:
harrs ; on thursday i totally screamed at mrs ong a bytch to her face ! HAHA .
we kept screming to each other actually , afturhh i kinda purposely irritated herr .
she kept screamin 'you idiot ghurrl , come here !'. hahaks . she wanted to sorta chase me in tha classrm , bt dhenn i think she backed outt . she looked preetayye scared tho . dhat`s wad made dhat part HILARIOUS . wahahaha . afturhh dhatt she kept making racsist remarks abt tha malays and all ; i was fcukingly furious siaaaa !!
so dhenn i kept screaming REALLY fugly stuff to herr face ; she was kinda doin tha same , 'cept she was screamin freakingly lame crapp . so i was abt tuhh walkoutt of herr fcukin class , dhenn i stopped at tha back door . I turned and gave herr a scream dhatt made her stop screamin and made tha class deathly quiet : SHUDDUP YOU BYTCH !!! . yeahhs . dhat was whurt happened on 060706 . everyone was quite shocked ; in a really happie wayy . theyy kina applauded and saiid i was so khewl ; brave and all . HA ! bt i dint do dhat just to receive compliments whurtsoevhurr . I was just freakingly fed up with dhatt madwoman arhhs . afturhh i screamed at her tho , she kept screaming ' how dare you kol me a bytch !' , over and over again lyke some mental retard who just escaped frm tha assylum . haha . she wanted to take down muh name , bt tha WHOLE of 1e4 was SO supportive abt dhat . tha boiis were lyke goiin 'KAKA , her name`s KAKA !' .. haha.. btw , non-soccer fans .. Kaka`s a footballer yuhh . HUAHUA . dhenn tha ghurrls were sayin ' NADIA ! NADIA ! nadia fremm ie3 !!' LOL . bt theres no such nadia frem 1e3 , its just dhatt on tha 1st 15 mins of tha lesson ; she kept screamin at us to behave , labeling us as 1e3 . HAHAHAHA . so dhenn she was confused abt muh name and all , she wrote dwn ' NANIA' or sumtink . ahah . crapp , i know . bt dhenn afturhh i left tha class , aniq was called a bastard by mrs ong , and she even cursed his parents ! wtf siaaa dhat mothafcuker !! he must`ve felt SOOOO hurrt... i felt REALLY badd.. it made me feel dhatt bcouz of my whole thing wit mrs ong..she took it out on hym..fcukin racsist siaa she ! he was lyke so angry afturhh dhatt... i kept sayin sowie to hym..he forgived me =D bt he saiid it wasnt my fault anywayy.. anywayy..mayn ! everyone was lyke so supportive of me lyke ive nevurrh seen before . suddenly , 1e4 has become such a UNITED class . usually , tha boiis and ghurrls dont agree with each other.. tha onlie ghurrls tha boiis get along wit verii well is well.. ME . so dhenn.. this incident has a good side of it ; it brought everyone in 1e4 togetherr ((=
thankyou oneEfour . i really app everyONE of you peeps ;DD
and dhenn tha next dayy afturhh dhat incident , i irritated her again . Mrs ong i mean .
she`s totally fed up and is afturrh me , and aniq.. apparently . Mr Seethor asked me abt it , bt he was kinda khewl with it.. and he asked me to watch out ferr her.. WEETS ; even muh form teacher`s SOO supportive. Practically everyone in Damai either hates her ; or loves BULLYING her .. and probably alredii knows shes fcukin crazeee . bt aniq's innocent.. dhat`s why i tell you !! shes freakeeeeeeng racsistt !!! ARGH ; i SOOO hate herr !!!
fcuk it larhhs ! I`m Too Fly Ferr This Shyt !!
0kies. subject dropped .
oooooh . i`ve found this skinn made by my sec 2 senior , Fatin . It even made skin of tha dayy ! its soo beautifewl . im nt gonna wipe awayy tha credits =]]
and.. alurhhmakk .. thish post`s gettin draggy .

''aMEliaaaaaa OUTTTTTTS .

2006-07-05T05:43:00.000-07:00

helluh ((:
im so freakeeeeng BORED ryte now .
haha . riL ' asked me tuhh kol hym . xD
bt i wont do dhat cos ` i feel sooo .. ermms ??
it cant be fright , can it ? ive koled dozens of boiis before .
why not hym ? haiish . ferrgett it . im blushing alredii .
wh0kkeyyhh .. i still haf 2 fcukin projects tuhh finish by thish fridayy .
and friday's also Rabia's bdae . ` rabia - muh Li'l kyutie 'niece' .
hee . 20 july ; riL ' . dhenn 27th , muh mommie .
happie bdae peeps ;DD
dhatt fcukin byatch ; pukinah . ARGH .
she came online fremm tha comp lab at skewl ; dhenn hurl abuse at us thru msn .
WTF luhh she . scaredy kittie ! [[ pengecot btol !]]
thru msn she dare to hurl abus . at skewl ? HA !
she practically avoids us lyke tha plague .
ugh . whurtevhurr laaaaaaaaaa .
i gett sickk talkin abt her .
and todayy , in MT class ; akid and aidil was damn fcukin irritating siaaaaa .
sheeesh .
and i got tha tymetable wrong . D&T's on wednesdayy , not mondayy . ((:
so i had D&T todayy . yey ! =]]
Mr Chua said i was a responsible student. hehs . xD
D&T rep mahhs .
hahaks .
dhenn dhat fcukin miss Wong BO - a.k.a 'body odour' .
-during history lesson jes nw she come & find fault wit me n karthik agn . crap laaaa sheeee . she even confiscated karthik's bk . how pathetic is dhatt ? i feel lyke kicking her round coconut headd mayn !
watchin Tv now urhs . and chattin with this BADOT , aish ! ahah . [[ go find its meaning aiite ghurrl . HAWHAW ]]
*ROLLS EYES* and now my crazae toopid cuzzen is KPO-ing .
andand . at last ive got his numba . hehe .
0kayy larhhs . i betturh get lostt .

BYEEE .

'peace .
mwarkshies` ` .
AMELIA .

2006-07-03T06:05:00.000-07:00

heheHELLO ((:
im baaaaaakk .
2nd advertisement . aharrs .
ooooh yarr . theres this fwen of myne ; shes changed ALOT .
i feel as if i dun even know who tha hell she is . -a stranger .
ive decided to rid her fremm muh lyfe .
so this person , somedayy , maybe we'll meet agn .
fremm now on , you dont exist to me .
andd pls dont think of me as cruel . or whurtnott .
i have muh reasons aiite .
0kies . anywayys . brb ferrawhyle agn . its startedd .
hee . i successfully made dhat person jealous . WAKAKAKA .
and 0hhmiigawsh . i havent even finish muh maths hmwrk !
haiyarrh . no nidd luhh .
laezehh to doo anywayys .
todayy's youth dayy , so its a holidayy .
and im supposed to haf D&T todayy !!! WAAAAHH . im in lurvve wit D&T .
HUAHUA .
dhats couz Mr Chua's tha teacher !!
hee . he's so damn funn siaaaa .
=(( summore todayys tha onlie recess me , ika , nana and mai haf togethaa !!
hrmfhh .
wh0kkeyyhh larhhs .
CIAOS . tkcre all .

'peace .
CHEERS ; loveLOVE .

' 'aMElia .

p.s : i miss leman !! LOADS .

weets .

2006-07-03T05:24:00.000-07:00

heyyarhhs((:
ive changed muh linkie -ferr tha dunno whurt tyme .
hehe . and blogskin too . ive not posted ferr quite sometyme ..so decided now so bored , can post larhhs . WALAO . fcukin internet keep deisconnecting . argh .
0kehh , nehmind . ive got lyke , onlie ard 10 mins to finish thish post .
why ? - couz ive a show to catch at 9 .
well , now dhat skewl's reopened , things are going.. ermms . i dunno ?
0kayy i guess .
ive got a few new teachers .
malay and english . my malay teacher's fyne i guess .
shes a prettaye , young andd - fun . yerps . she is . QUITE . at least , `til now .
miss Sahira's tha name .
my english teacher 0kehh larhh . young teacher oso . - Missssssssssssss ... -JUMILIA .
yeahh . now i rmb . hawhaw .
mayn ! i was talking to raikha on e fone just now . and i was lyke pekak siaaaaa .
-DEAF . i made a mistake . two tymes . andd its usually raikha and maira whos tha deaf , blurr sotong ones . i tink ive been with raikha ferr too long . nyahhaa .
0k . LAME .
anywayys , aaahhhh .
my show's on !!!
BRB .

'toopid hmwrk .

2006-06-18T23:27:00.000-07:00

HELLO .
i nid to finish all my hmwrk before wednesdayy .
-dhats my goal now luhh .
cuz wednesday onwards wanna go outt , yeahh !
DDDDDDDDEADD . nahh , im not . i WANNA BE .
sheesh . gotta finish hmwrk uh .

CIAOS .

GAWSH .

2006-06-17T01:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO . :)
lotsa stuff has been goin on recently uh .
good and MISERABLE .
well . tha good stuff . haha . HUMOROUS mayyn .
We went pasir ris park dhat tyme . me,ika,mai and mia rented bykes .
so many things happened seyy . there were this grp of guys following us
since tha tyme we got there . mia and raikha shared a double byke .
me n maira rode individual bykes . so dhen there was this one tyme mia n ika slowed dwn and i was riding behind dhem so dhen i accidentally crashed into dhem and dhen raikha flew out of her seat and rolled on tha floor sia ! LOL .
dhen maira came along behind dhen her byke was all shaky and she was lyke hopping or sumtink and she oso almost fell dwn . we were all laughing lyke madd .
tha guys were sumwhere behind us and they oso witnessed wad happened .
sheez . they were laughing at us all e wayy . so dhen we rode awayy fremm dhem and stopped at one snack bar or sumtink to get a drink..dhen raikha went into tha bois toilet ! haha... she was halfwayy inside dhen maira shouted at her ,tellin her shes in tha wrong toilet . Paiseyy sia ! haha... tha guys must be sumwhere watchin us cuz when we rode awayy frm there and stopped sumwhere else to rest,they were near us and they mocked at us . esp at raikha and tha wrong toilet incident. nyahaha . dhen a few dayys after dhat .. when i just got my comp fixed.. sadenly received shocking news fremm my relatives..one of my close relatives passed awayy.. haiz.. so dhen me n my family rushed over.. dhen everyone cried.. stayyed there tha whole dayy.. supposed to sleepover but dhen i went bakk home.. came bakk early mornin tha next dayy.. my mum and some otha relatives mandikan tha mayat dhen lepas tu nmpk die nyer muker.. cam seram seyy.. sedih jgak.. tk lehh tahan sia... nangis.. dhen lepas tu me n my cuzzens sumer ik0t gi kubur.. it was a long n tiring journey.. dhen went bak to my cuzzen hse agn.. by dhat tyme everyone wad tired and hungry.. and felt a Li'l better after going to tha cemetary.. we all eat.. dhen sit ard.. summore relatives started pouring tha hse.. lotsa small kids came too.. dhem,plus my cuzzens [ [ SO many of dhem ,more small kids ] ].. we all so called "cheered up " and played abit outtside.. haha.. had a few gd jokes here n there..

klarr.. gtg .
buhbyes' .

DOTS .

2006-06-06T03:45:00.000-07:00

WHEE .
im bored .
who isnt ? hols suck mayn .
BIG TYME .
yey ! theres gonna be a picnic at Pasir ris beach . Celebrating a few peeps ' bdaes .
KEWL . at leastt im outta tha hellhole . but i aint sure if im even allowed ta go .
Sheez .
all our "cousins " are gonna be there .
Fatin,Rabia,Md.noh,Sakinah,Subin,Radhiah,..ermms . and i dunno who else .
btw . they arent really our cousins .
me n ma gurls are siztuhhs . and so are they .
so "cuzzens " lerr .
nyehaha .
tk phm tkper .
We're celebrating Radhiah,md.noh, and subin's bdaes .
((= Happie bdae u guys !!
Supposed to bring some snax and stuff tmr ..
but i only knew abt thish 0utting 2dayy seyy .
and im nw at my mum's office . Wth to buy uhhs ?
haishh .
tk tauu lehh gi tk anywayys .
so now im just gonna live lyfe . Single . but UNAVAILABLE .
in tha meantyme lerr .
- my results were so disappointing .
kene taubat !
wakaka .
Buy as many assesment bks and w/s as i can ,
go home everydayy must revise at least 2 subs . hehe .
Smgtnyerr .
MESTI AR .
kater nk mantain express .
tk leh lepak lps sk0lah sgt agi uhhs .
no more tyme ferr romance too .
aharrs .
btol perr.
during this period . - tha rest of tha yr til' finals .
- no serious relationships .
0r FLINGS either !
dun go fer shawtt flings nemore anywayys .
unless true love really comes along .
dhen maybe i'll think it overr .
MAYBE .
define it .
If you dun understand , dun even try !
ahaxx .
dah lamer si dek tu tk online ..
hrmms ..
tkder die ,boring jgak arh dok .
kinda.. ermms . - Well , missing hym ?
hehs . who sayys fwens cant miss each 0tha ? gawdd .
dun think im dhat crazayy over hym .
well maybe i am .
...WAS . ?
haiyars !
Ive neva met any otha guy lyke hym dhats why !
cheesecake btol larrr .
GAWDD .
why must u make lyfe so miserable ferr me uh ?
AHHHHH .
this post is damn long uhk . stopstopstop . gotta stop .
hakz .

til here .
tkcre all .

mwarksh mwarksh .
x- eyymiie -x .

CHEERS ' ' .

2006-06-05T08:59:00.000-07:00

nyehaha .
eyloz .
just now went ta mac wit ika n mai .
cam-whored pat playground bawah kolong dkt situ lps tu .
hurhurs . tkder keje . heres tha pikchas uhh .
WTF !! cannot upload urhs . Crapp larr ! PURE CRAP .
this sucks .
0uhh . nehhmind . ferrgett it .
0k . so now . its WAAAAY past my bedtyme .
Im online . and these two bloody pharkers are really pissing me off .
- disturbing tha crapp outta me lerr . wad else ? and im feelin darn pissed off alredii . wit this dumb comp . and they can still bloody well suck my blood !
UGH .

HAAhaHA .
theyve shudd their traps .
ferr once todayy .
PEACE .
nyehs . BUWEKSH .
Im lettin go uhhs .
if you noe wad i mean . you'll understand .
Klarrs .
til here kayy . ;)

MWARKSH MWARKSH . ((hearrtts. ))

x-eyymiie-x .

tha 0utting yesterdayy was damn funn !!

2006-06-03T00:37:00.000-07:00

heyhey . (:
everything was funn .
tha movie ,tha shopping,tha kecohness ,tha cam-WHORING .
mwuahaha .
I loved it .
Wanna g0 0utt agn ar sia .
Bored uhh stayy at h0me .
I'll post tha pikchas here when raikha upl0ads dhem to her comp kayy .
And my pharking posts since dha poem one wont come outt .
s0 . there . NEW BLOGSKIN .
and x men tha last stand was besht seyy . nk tgk agii .
gawdd . tha last partt nice . but kinda sadd luhh . hahakz .
but i feel lyke watchin it agn ! heee . =]] .
LOL . here's some inside scoop : ROFL . 0hh gawdd . cannot tahan seyy . wanna say this .
Raikha .. did some "stunts" during tha movie . hurhur .
I aint so mean to put it here larrhs . aha .
WEKWEK.
xD
nyehs . haharrs . Klarr .
Damn bored luhh sia .
Haiz ..

buh'byes .

x- eyymiie -x .

yippee .

2006-06-01T20:45:00.000-07:00

YIKES .

Red hot chilli red . dhats dha colour of my face ryte now .

all thanksh to ASIRAH . [[you mean-0- !! ]]

hrmfh ! you see , wad she posted on her bwoggie !! --> http://hiding-from-reality.blogspot.com

AHHHH . =[

she told hym all abt my p0em and edited pic. xP Did dhat fer fun ! nyehs .

btw he t0ked to his father or sumtink and he's c0min bakk . To Singapore ! ((=

- and 0hh gawddd . he might be reading thish ryte now .

Still blushing sia . -due to tha fact dhat he knows abt all this !!

WEK . ur luckie i dint murder you yesterdayy irah .

Was in a particularly gud mo0d. hehs . =]]

anywayys . Im gonna go watch X men wit ika and mai . [[ AT LAST . ]]

later ,at ard .. ermms . 1.30 we meet .

why so late ?

ADA AH .

dhen afta dhat go PP (parkwayy .) . do sum shopping . WHEE ~ . xP

Sempat kerr ? guess so larrhhs . Klau tk , light shopping will do .

But i hafta get sum stuff . essentials wld be tha ryte werd. haharrs .

And we're DEFINITELY cam-WHORING . heehee .

Wads an 0utting w/0 it ? x)

gawsh ..haishh .

-dua "adeq" aku nie ..satu blurr sotong.. satu nyanyok + pekak .

ahahaxx

.Jgn kecik ati lakk . maen2 jekk .

Klarr . Til' here .maybe afta tha 0utting ,i p0st agn . =]]

*cia0zta*

mwarks' mwarks

.<333

CHEERS ' .

x- eyymiie -x .

I made it . Copyrighted by ME .

2006-05-31T03:54:00.000-07:00

title - ferrevhurr : a tale in a lullaby .
dedicated to: HYM . but its still just a p0em thingy aite .

..every few seconds , either your name or your face
appears in my mind . dhat really shows ur importance in my heartt .

you noe whurt gawd gave me ? dhat i treasure dha most ?
he gave me you . but he took his gift bakk .
never will i fergive hym ferr dhat .
It was sadd .
dha dayy . you left me in pure bitterness ,
and went awayy .
you turned bakk . and i just stared .
so we skipped tha goodbyes anywayy .

i kept smyling , laughing .
being happy . altho beneath tha happiness lies pretence .
but i stayed dhat wayy .
only cuz you wanted me to .

I still lived my lyfe . even after you were gone .
spending each dayy in darkness ,faking smyles and laughter .
accompanied by tears of grief and sorrow .
dreading every todayy and tomorrow .

my only hope is tha moment we'll meet again .
0ften etched in tha bakk of my head , it soon
became,
an inspiration ferr me to finally move on .

tha happie moments we had togetha was and is still sumtink
i would not and neva ferrgett cuz true l0ve comes only once
every lyfetyme .
it's sumthin we cant bear to lose .

neva give up on things dhat make you smyle .
you made me smyle . everytyme . w/0 fail .
giving up on you is sumthing ive pledged in my heartt,never to .

we made a pr0mise dint we ? youre my only one .
no other soul can take tha place you haff in this fragile thing called tha hearrt .
- My hearrt .
and yours .
they belong together ... ferr now ..
ferrevhurr .

by: x- eyymiie -x .

2nd post ferr tha dayy . x)

2006-05-30T23:54:00.000-07:00

heyluhhs . ((=

Lurb my new skinn . hehs . anywayys . Syahril went to NY alreadyy .
SADD sia. . walao . Before he left,he asked me nt to lo0k fer any otha guy . FEREVHURR .
you'd pr0bably think he's outta his head . But i to0k it seriously . gawdd . he loves me dhat
much ? I'll be waiting ferr hym tho . We made a pr0mise with each otha . Im his only one . and vice versa . ='( I shed nt one or a couple a tears . I was practically drowning myself . all wet .
shucks . Does he mean dhat much to me ? Lyke he saiid i meant more dhan anything to hym ?
Maybe . guess so . Oh well .. i do hope this is all a prankk . Yeahh . a prank would be really mean . But its betta dhan hym nt being here at all . Im gonna go watch x-men the last stand wit
ika ,mai . and maybe hafsah and nadd . W00h00 ! Cant waiit . at least im outta this hse.
and ive been waiting to watch it . mesti shiokknyerr ! =]] But im quite annoyed to0 . Since i know ferr a fact dhat sum1's gonna die in the end . WALAO . 0ne 0f my msn contacts blabbered it 0utta me . SHEESH . It just spoils tha fun ! HRMFH ! nehhmindd lerr . Talking abt x men ..
Ive found this quiz online . "Which x-men character are you ? "
Here :-

You Are Jean Grey

Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death).Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally!
Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals

Which of the X-Men Are You?

haharrs . Jean gray. Yeahh ! and its really true . abt my mind and all . (= I haff relli gud communication skills . dhats a fact . Who0kiesh . End here larr .

'tuhh'tuhhs .
x-eyymiie-x was here .

Check this outt .

2006-05-30T21:08:00.000-07:00

Your Italian Name Is...

Lucia Ferrari

What's" Your Italian Name?

Lol. its quite naish aint it ? ahhakz . xD

Your French Name is:

Destinee Gaillard

What's" Your French Name?

00h , i absolutely LOVE it ! Destinee . hrmms . Its no wonder i felt dhat my email had sumtink abt it . heez . x)

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is
uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was
insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero.
You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime.
You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Its kinda true actually . but maybe tha last part , nt anym0re . after ive found dhat i l0ve syahril to tha core . x/ .

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

LOL . maybe i lied abit . in tha quiz . xD Haha . but i aint scaryy lar . nt much .

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as confident and determined.
Overall, your true self is passionate and physical.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

SO true . aha . ((=

You Are a Chocolate Chip Cookie

Traditional and conservative, most people find you comforting.You're friendly and easy to get to know. This makes you very popular - without even trying!

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

*shrugs* guess so .

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

ahha . i aint a eunuch 0kkayy . but i DO get along wit both sexes . Everytyme . =]]

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Kelly Clarkson

"Grew up in a small townAnd when the rain would fall downI'd just stare out my windowDreaming of what could be"
No doubt about it, you have star quality. Might just take a while to get there.

Who's" Your Inner Pop Princess?

hey , at least i aint Hilary duff .

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's" Your Ideal Relationship?

Yeahh . im in ferr a serious relationship . No more flings . I want HYM . gawdd .

Your Birthdate: September 24

You understand people well and are a natural born therapist.A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around.You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you.You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people.
Your strength: Your devotion
Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness
Your power color: Lilac
Your power symbol: Heart
Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Aw phark . Its lyke true . most of it anywayy . It IS true ! except i dun understand tha power mth thingy . June ? I hate tha hols ! Lol .

geez .

2006-05-29T19:30:00.000-07:00

harlowws .
I'm kinda hapiie . All thanksh to uhhh . ((= Syahril' .
anywayys . Hafeez tried ta make me jeles yesterdayy . hakhak .
I rolled on tha floor laffin . Practically . ahaxx . Sheez .
anywayys . 0n sundayy i went 0utt tuu eat wit mummy and nenek .
mkn satayy . WALAO . so much ferr being on a hunger strike . xD
dhen yesterdayy . lepak pat bawah block maira kejapp after raikha
dropped by my hse .before dhat m hang on comp . after dhat .
also hang on comp . hee . =]] nth else to do uhhks . me n ril' keep
flooding each 0tha wit teshtiemomos . heheh . Kae ar . malas nk carry on
wit this p0st uhh . anywayss . ive changed tha song. if you havent noticed .

PEASH.
x- eyymiie -x

It's lyke that .

2006-05-28T00:47:00.000-07:00

wellu . [[=

My lyfe . im sickk of it . I noe im nt alone . but it feels really empty and meaningless .
haiz . anywayys .Ive changed my blogskin . nice ryte ? (:
i kinda made up wit Syahril reddi lar . =/ And i feel lyke Hafeez tk layan me much liddat .
Issit me 0r wad ? Haha . nehmind lerr . At last . I managed tuu make myself smyle . =]]
Im lyke .
I AM .
Lol . Im gr0ovin' to PCD's "Buttons " . Hee .
WHEE .
"..Lo0sen up my buttons babe . -uh-huh- ."
0kaeh . i know .
Im craezehh . Yerp . kkay . Shake dhat thang ghurrl ! w00t .
I need to de-stress la .
GAWWD .
I missh everyone banyak banyak larrhhs .
My siztuhhs .
My besties .
My fwenz .
HYM . =/

And im so lovin' Pieces by Sum41 .
Haharrs .
Dhat tyme assembly we had talentyme c0ncert .
And AheM . Khairi sang it in his own band .
Yup . A Real band . nt just his to0 .
We had 3 0tha bands .
0ne perf0rmin Muse's Tyme is running 0ut . tha s0ng's dhat's playin n0w . YUPYUP ' .
An0tha, "hysteria " . also 0riginally by Muse .
dhen i oso l0ve dha dances .
0ne was by three ghurrls . includin Liza . dhey danced a st0rm!
But i t0tally l0ve dha 0tha dance .
LOL . three GUYS acted lyke GHURRLS . Danced . Hakhak ! Damn . It was Hilari0us!
They had and deserved dha l0udest applause . =]]

Here's dha s0ng Syahril dedicated tuu me . =/
And he sayys he's g0inn tuu new y0rk .. ferrevhurr !
He sayys he's g0nna miss me lots. . WTF . Why dha hell am i feelin sadd ? Ugh .

Only One

Broken this fragile thing now

And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces

And I've thrown my words all around

But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)

And I give up (I give up)

I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do

You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down

And I can't, I can't hold on for too long

Ran my whole life in the ground

And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)

I feel like giving up (like giving up)

I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do

You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly Leave a note for you my only one

And I know you can see right through me

So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one I let go, there's just no one, no one like you

You are my only, my only one

My only one

You are my only, my only one .

WALAO .
sadd sia .
he'll be waitin fer me .
dhats wad he saiid anywayy . =/
Im s0 s0wie . i cant accept yerr l0ve,ril ' .

0kaayy lar .
buhbyes .

tha w0rst has repeated itself .

2006-05-26T23:00:00.000-07:00

eyloo .. =[
Im tryna c0ntr0l my tears .
Everything is g0in t0tally WRONG .
Just dhat . im s0wwie cuz i aint g0nna put EVERYTHING here .
0ne thing . My mum and me went tuu tha PTC . [[Parent teacher c0nf .]]
Kkkae . I g0tta buck up . but its really depressing seeing my marks lyke dhat . It just SUCKS .
and dhen . Syahril was 0nline . Bleah . We hadd a tiff .
He saiid i was sl0w in giving hym his dumb ans.
I shldve Said a straight NO tuu hym . UGH .
dhen he saiid he wanna g0 lo0k ferr a gal dhat can make hym happie .
I was lyke .
G0 ahead . ur nt tha 0nlyy 0ne wh0 has a fucked up lyfe .
and dhen i bl0cked hym .
Im s0 darn pissed 0ff . And i haff a br0ken family tuu deal with . Im fedd up wit being stressed 0ut lyke this . DAMMIT. dhese fuckin tears are blindin me alredii .

FED UP .
WIT THIS FUCKED UP .
[[de facto]] LYFE !
it aint supposed tuu happen . believe me . :'((

tuhh'tuhhs larrh .

MieMIE .

Whee .

2006-05-26T05:14:00.001-07:00

who0lalaLo0 ! xD
went tuu raeesah's hse 2dae . Damn fun sia . hee . We swam in her 0wn private swimming po0l! And w0ah . Her hse damn big . ahaxx . Tha guest rm w0z Relli naish . Exactly lyke a 5 star h0tel rm . hehs . And im 0fficially wit Hafeez . YupYup . WALAO . He saiid Sutinah asked hm abt us . Hw tha fuck she n0e ?! ARGH . hehe ! Hafeez 0nline . =P
KaeKAE . byebye' . ;)

mmmwarkx .

<333____>
.Eyymiie.

WAAAH . this sucks.

2006-05-25T05:13:00.000-07:00

Heyylo0La . :S

mamp0s larr aku . smlm dha tw0 guys . AHHH .
b0th s0und me ferr stead sak . Syahril and Hafeez .Wh0 tuu cho0se uhk ?
Haiz .They b0th seem tuu l0ve me ferr wh0 i am . .
Syahril sanggup dedicate agu pat rdi0 stati0n n created a RELLI shwit p0em ferr me .
Hafeez lak . tar0k feelings die t0wards me 0n his fwensta sh0ut0ut .
Haiz . But n0 matta wadd . they b0th are just as shwit . But i haff 0ne pers0n in my head reyddiie .HAFEEZ . ack . I n0e . Syahril seems m0re r0mantic ryte ? bt whurt tuu d0 .
Ive neva met hym b4 . And i feel m0re t0wards Hafeez . Haii . Accept ehk ?
Hmmm.. i ges s0 arr . kkae . anywayy . dhat ex 0f mine . WALAU .
Keep passing by my class dhen stare2 . AGN . Argh. gi mamp0s larr die! bwk sii nebella skali! g0 tuu hell larrhs ! dhen gt 0ne tyme Luther saiid sumtink tuu Daryl and Karthik . He saiid "last tyme u wanna make amelia ryte . now u make ar . Sallehin oso dun lyke/0r care abt her nem0re." Sumthin liddat arrhh. s0 wad sia . LYKE I GIVE A FUCK abt dhat ."dun care" . HA! funny ar . dun care dhen why pass2 my class, stare lyke wanna eat me up ?! CRAPP larr . Nt happie bring dwn ur gang kentalan arh . Nt scared arh sia. dahlar dhat tyme pat street s0ccer c0urt ,Hafeez beat Sallehin's hand a bit reyydiie cry . whurt a beybehh .th0t gangsta . Hmph .Gangsta sesat ane ntah lerr .gi mamp0s sama lu! kkae . dun wanna end up t0kin lyke ah lian uh . haharrs . Sheez . t0talli pissed 0ff sia .Cant believe i did s0 much fer hym b4 . ARGH . i T0TALII regret it!
Nyehnyeh ' . harr . At least i g0t hym 0utta my head,my heartt and lyfe at last!! His as gud as DEAD tuu miee . haff hafeez by my side wadd. cheyy . l0m agi accept seyy . Uhh .
who0kayys larr . til here and dhen ' .

buhhbyes . ' =]]

w0wIe .

2006-05-22T02:39:00.000-07:00

falaLo0s . x)

Im feelin pweety b0red. Tired 0ut . Just n0w haf p0st exam activities,then g0 0ut take ne0pwints wit Ika,maimai and irah . WHEE . Wanna scan them and upl0ad em here uhk . Hmmm.. nt n0w arh .. Layzee . Hmmm. alemakk . Im so0o wr0ng abt my mr Ryte . n0w i haf tw0 guys im stuck in between . ARGH .
0hh gawdd . THIS CANT BE .
0k0k . Theres this 0tha guy fremm my St.Hilda's sec . DAMN. He's sho0o shwit . R0mantic . Funny . HE'S THA 0NE !! We've 0nlii chatted 0nce.. but its lyke..
true l0ve? Cant be .
I cann0t describe it . He's TOTALLY diff . frem ANY guy ive ever met . ala.. i n0e wad euu guys may sayy.. but until youve been in my shoes.. YOU CANNOT FEEL WAD IM FEELIN TOWARDS HYM RYTE NOW!! gawsh . he healed me . my BROKEN heartt . Tha 0tha guy . HAFEEZ lerr . wh0 else sia. nt matiin . he's just a fwen . =/ He's that kyute guy nxt do0r type . Lame in a funny wayy . aharss .
Haiz . I knew sumthin lyke this wld happen . 0ne pr0bbie leading tuu anader ..
tha usual thing uhk .Hey . anywayy.. guess wad ? i've scanned tha pix . WHOOPEE . Im g0nna upl0ad it.. h0ld 0n yuhhs .

yo000ho0o0 !!!! x)

2006-05-20T00:45:00.000-07:00

heyheyLuuh ,
WEYlo0s .

1stly,i FAILED a few subs.. WAAAH . :'(
thats REALLY Badd .
gawdd . my mum will t0tali MURDER me . Practically .
0k0k . i dun wanna menti0n which subs i failed . xD Nyehnyeh .
to0 badd l0rrs . Anyways.. Nimah t0tali.. ARRGGHH .
She p0sted 0n her fwensta sh0utout .. "Attention 2 raikha humaira n amelia!!:
can u do me a favour nt interfere in mine n azura's frenship!!Get your own life man!!"

Argh . SHE SHLD GET HER 0WN LYFE DAMMIT.
Since when did we even try tuu interfere ??!! We were just tryna be nice !!
SHEEZ . This kinda ppl wh0 dun app peepz wh0've d0ne ALOT ferr them dun deserve tuu be treated nicely oso !! Frem this day 0nwards,NIMAH IS 0UTTA 0UR LYFEZ !!
SHES AS GUD AS DEAD TUU US . >:(

0wkaehh . enuff abt her uh . Sickk . hmph .

ANYWAY.. WH0 WANTS TA G0 WATCH X MEN 3 WIT ME ?? hehe .
Pyr0 is so0o kyute . Haiz.. gawdd . He reminds me 0f sallehin oso..
Cuz Sallehin lykes Pyr0 frem x men . =[[ His email oso sallehin[underscore]Pyro .
ahahaxx . haiz.. maira saw hym n nebella h0lding hands when he came tuu fetch nebella fremm NPCC . :'( GAWSH . WHY THA HELL AM I STILL THINKIN ABT HYM ???!!
DAMMIT . UGH . Im t0tali starting tuu hate hym alredi !!
h0pe my Mr.Ryte c0mes al0ng so0n.. I need hym so0 baddly !!
0nly he can take awwayy my pain..my misery.. and pacth tha remaning pieces of ma heart 2getha..

Tgh b0ringg seyy. . laadeedeeladeedaa .. Hmm.. I upl0ad sum pix yuhh ??

Hehs . Kae . waitt arr. .

Muahaha . LOL . x)

who0kieez .Nxt tyme i upl0ad summore aite .

SMACKSandSMOOCHES .

beybehh'
Eyymiie .[[heartts .and a smyl (= ]].

[[ Dying 0f b0red0m ..]]

2006-05-17T00:10:00.000-07:00

eylo0z .
b0red uh.. tmr g0nna get exam results .
gawdd .
I want 100% pass .WEKWEK .
h0pefulli lerr ..
yesterdae matiin 0nline .
hehs . he's tha guy that im thinkin whether tuu accept anot .
he kacau me lyke crazee .
But i dun mind . DUHH . Haha . Skrg tgh chat ngn Hafeez .
This 0tha sec 4 guy wh0's Raikha's g0dbr0 .
He kinda lykes me la..
But im to0 young ferr hym . ahaxx . to0 badd . Well. .
I've changed my URL . And bw0gskin . As yew can see .
Nice n0t ? C0mments 0n taggie yeahhs .
I w0z kinda pissed 0ff a few m0ments ag0..
cuz 0f sum1 wh0 dint app my help .
Dun hafta n0e wh0 aite .
0kaaayyy.. Lazy tuu c0ntinue arr ..
ermms .
Cya ppl . :)
ta tuhhs .

beybehh'eyymiie .
' SMOOCHIES .

[[I'm CRAEZEHH . Seriously .]]

2006-05-13T01:31:00.000-07:00

harleww .
sh0wie ferr nt filling yew ppl up 0n recent happenings .
0kie.. lets see .. today's 13th 0f May .

ITS LEMAN'S BDAE !! x]] w00tz . hehs . =p

Wishin yew a happie 13th bdae . H0pe ya pass yar exams wit flyin c0l0urs . All tha besht in everyhtin euu do aitez boi . haha , 0r shld i sae man ? gr0wn up redi seyy .
haha . I've still g0t a lo0ng wae ta g0 . =/
And wo0h0o !!
Exams finally g0nna be 0va !!
1 m0re ppr ta g0 . M0ther t0ngue . Chicken's ass . x]]
C0nfident 0f sc0ring. hehs .
It calls ferr a celebrati0n after exams !! ahaxx .
We're g0nna haf a small get 2getha ferr leman's bdae .
Hym,Raikha,Me,Maira,Nimah,Hafiz . Tha c0nfirmed 0nes .
N0t sure if theres anym0re .
But i think that's abt it .
Anywae..
During tha peri0d when i w0z sickk ..
i p0pped 8 pills .
' yerp yerp .
N0 kiddin .
I swall0wed them wh0le,0ne by 0ne .
Felt REALLY weak .
And my head w0z in a t0tal blurr .
I laid dwn 0n ma bed..
w0z abt tuu cl0se my eyes when my head became really swirly .
That w0z all i rmb bef0re i suddenly woke up at 4.30 am tuu thr0w up .
v0mit . EVERYWHERE . in tha t0ilet . managed tu run t0 tha bathro0m .
It STANK. EW . ahaxx .
Bef0re that ..
im n0t sure if i passed 0ut 0r i simply fell int0 a DEEP sleep .
Sheez . But i sure felt betta after letting all tha v0mit out . hehe . =P
Then ..
English ppr,maths I and II and Literature .
English : Chicken ass .
Maths I and II : 0kie d0kie . h0pefulli can pass . =]]
Literature : yeahhs . 0k lerr . Easy . Can understand .
And i so0oo HEARRTTS my new lay0ut . <333

Kae la . g0tta cia0z .
' SMOOCHIES all .

EyymiieWAShere .
PEASH . 0outsshiie .

2006-05-09T03:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO .

gawdd . Havin a really high fever AND headache rite n0w .
MY head is in a BIG Swirl..w0ah . 0UCH . 0UCH . 0kie ferrgett it. I nid ta finish this p0st . Kaez . TODAY .
Science ppr . Yerpz/That w0z t0dae . It w0z 0k lar . Overall .

H0pe i pass this tyme . I'll pr0ve tuu that Mr. ******* that i can d0 well w/0 hym ! Hmph . i n0e i can d0 IT . 0kie . anyway .. we saw tha byacthez on e wae h0me.. we chased after them.. but they managed tuu h0p in a bus . WE to0k tha bus behind it . WE as in ma syztuhhz n mie,excludin mia . K.. lemme c0ntinue..they to0k bus 228,s0 we mightav gessed dat they were heading ferr MacD . s0 we decided ta f0ll0w.. and to0k bus 22 . [[i think so .]] Then when we were in tha bus.. we saw HYM at tha bust0p..just realised . He w0z wit Eddy and Fansyuri . Pr0bably waitin ferr that Nebella i ges .. =(( 00h yeahh . i ferrg0t ma pr0mise . Tuu thr0w away all t0tz 0f HYM . Haiz . Its REALLY hard ya n0e . Th0se wh0's been in ma sh0ws will n0e . Then Liza,Sri and anader 0f their 2T1 classsmate keep starin at us in tha bus . T0ld ya . Sallehin w0z pr0bably waitin ferr Nebella cuz she isnt wit her fwenz . A.K.A Liza n co .
Kaez . Enuff 0f em . It w0z a t0tali wr0ng idea ta f0ll0w th0se byatchez.. we saw em g0in in Mac.. WE went ta petal garden instead . Sat dwn,chit chat . Saw tha shwit "SYUFA" c0uple walking 2getha . Haha . In case euu dunch n0e wh0 0r wad is "SYUFA".. Its Syuk and Fatin . Theyre 0ne 0f tha sweetest c0uples eva ! Hee . Jeles larr mie . Kk.. newae... Fatin's l0yal chickaz came walkin to0.. a Li'l further behind tha Syufa c0uple . Hehe . We then said a Li'l Hie . WEnt inta Mac and b0ught McFlurry each . Tha byatchez were g0ne . We went tuu Maira's area there . Maira went up ta change . Me and Raikha walked ard in tha sweltering heat . [[I think THAt w0z wad caused my FEVER . =( .]] Maira came dwn . We all sit unda 0ne bl0ck then becum EMO Ragd0lls while listenin tuu tha EMO music frem Ika's f0ne . PAINFUL . IT WAS .
Kaez . Then we went maira's hse.. used tha c0mp... When i went h0me .. Started dev0loping a BIG headache . Then 0n tha c0mp . Then,FEVER. HIGH 0ne . ARRGGH . Eng ppr tmr ya n0e .
Sheez . Haii . GTG nw.. I'll be bakk tmr .
cia0zta!
Wish me a speedy rec0very aitez?

<333
beybehh'eyymiie

Peace . 0outtshie .

.'.++INTR0 TUU MA L0VELY SIZTUHHZ N MIIE.++'.'

2006-05-06T21:34:00.000-07:00

.'.++[[Ika and miie !!]]++.'.

.'.++[[Maii and miie!!!]]++'.'

.'.++[[Nana n miie !!!]]++'.'(ari rayer laz yr larr.. i lo0k EW.) -->>

.'.++[[Mia and Miie!!!]]++'.'

AND NOW .....
sImPlY just ME .

2006-05-06T20:58:00.000-07:00

YERPZ .. iL0VEDy0u . LOVED . That w0z in tha past .

.'.++[[WTF has been g0in 0n ]]++.'. .

2006-05-06T19:57:00.000-07:00

h0lla peep0lz .
Haf nt been updatin cuz of exams . g0tta understand yeahhs ? Under a l0terr pressure rite n0w. . ge0g ppr w0z quite diff... i c0uldnt finish it!! WAaAh! Im dead meat . s0 r0asted . Argh . Bt hist ppr w0z relli EASY!! Ferr me larr.. hahakz . haiz. . 3 pprs dwn.. many m0re ta g0 . And damn it! I f0und 0ut tt sallehin w0z a permbasterd !!!! ARGH . A big Fat LIAR he is!! I dun wanna g0 inta details.. He's 0utta ma life newae.. My heart bledd like hell cuz of HYM !!
He used ta be a relli gr8 fwen... bt n0w.. GAWD. Ferrgett it . My heart is aching alreadi . I dun even wanna start hating hym . But wherevhurr i am.. He'll be sumwhere near me.. etched in my mind.. bt when i managed tuu get hym 0utta ma head ferr a while at least.. he suddenly c0mes appearing in fr0nt 0f me !! It just freaks tha hell 0uta me!! Then theres this 0tha guy . Wh0 likes me . And i kinda like hym bakk . Bt h0w can i accpt hym when im nt even sure maself ..whther i can eva trust any guy agn!! Bt this guy..he's diff..
My insides tell me that he's tha type 0f guy who'll l0ve me ferr wh0 i am.. Sh0uld i giv this guy a chance?.. 0ne thing is.. Im still afraid 0f gettting ma heart br0ken int0 pieces agn.. I dun want my life tu be shattered and ruined,and my heart tuu be br0ken and bleeding eva agn!! ITS REALLY HARD FERR ME AT THIS P0INT 0F TIME T0 LET ANY1 IN... [[ma heart]] . And its ALL HIS FAULT!! Sallehin.. i neva th0t euu cld eva d0 sumthin like this.. but maybe i just neva th0t enuff ...i th0t i KNEW euu.. WELL .bt maybe i dun even n0e wh0 y0u are in tha 1st place . I th0t i w0z sure y0ure tha 0NE . ferr ME .And that n01,n0 0tha guy..c0uld eva replace y0u! THAT's h0w much y0u mean tuu ME!! Im nt even sure 0f MY place in Y0UR heart ! Am i just s0me chick y0u placed beside y0u tuu take sumb0di's place?! I DUNNO . I DUN WANNA N0E . AND I DUN CARE . N0T ANYM0RE . AND I W0NT B0THER . EVA AGN . THIS I PR0MISE Y0U ! Y0ure tha reas0n my heart bled,my wrists slit,my t0ngue burnt[[when i eat i just stuff anythin in..h0t 0r c0ld..theres n0 taste .]].. tha reas0n i cant sleep.. TEARS just fl0wed .. My mind 0nli rev0lving ard Y0U,euu BASTARD !! That w0z enuff tuu distract me frm anythin else.. i g0t distant frm my family.. spent less tyme wit fwenz.. my STUDIES went dwn tha drain...EVERYTHING w0z cuz 0f Y0U ! My wh0le life w0z ruined! But n0w . Im Tha NEW ME . Im g0nna be smarter this tyme . Im tha happie g0 luckie gurl y0uve neva kn0wn . I dun giv a damn abt y0u . GET THAT STRAIGHT . Im GETTING A LIFE ! Ferr this 0nce. JUST LET ME . I wanna live my life tuu tha fullest . And that's just wad im d0in n0w. W/0 y0u . I can live my life as it is ! y0ure nth tuu ME n0w .
=) Finally can be who i wanna be . Im feeling great . n01 can eva sp0il THIS feelin . Esp n0 guys . 0r bastards 0r dumb fucks like y0u!
s0wie if i 0ffend any1 reading THIS . Bt it aint CRAp this tyme . I MEAN it .
Kayz . I g0tta cia0z .

<333
beybehh'eyymiie .
KiShEsH tuu ALL .
[[L0VIN THA NEW ME. ]]

. '.+[[ SHEisSh0SWEET .]] +.'.

2006-05-03T23:33:00.000-07:00

GAWSH . Im bakk . Cuz i just received a p0em .
x) A RELLi shwit 0ne . Frm a bestest fwen ive had since primary skewl .
Kaez . It g0es like this :-

A girl named Amelia woz hurt one time..She said she could get ova it but she cantI feel so sad just watching herI wish I could do something for her
A girl named Amelia told me her storyIt sounds so sad..so painfulBut I'm just glad, she confided in meIt goes to show she still remembers me
A girl named Amelia is my fwenEver since primary school daysI tot we were the bestest of fwensBut when she's hurt, I feel so helpless n sad
SoWwIe..CouLdN't HeLp Ya MuCh .

It IS isnt it ?

Kyute .

Shes REALLy g0od at p0ems .

Hehe .

Well ..

This p0st is ferr euu Asirah .

NEVER will i ferrgett euu..

And 0ur Li'l PRECI0S mem0ries we've had 2getha yeahh ?

HearrtsY0Uloadz .

Kaez .

Tyme ferr me ta cia0z .

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beybehh'eyymiie

Peace . 0outtshie .

.'.+[[ImThaNewME .]]+.'.

2006-05-03T23:17:00.000-07:00

heyluhh ..
This ish ma NEW bw0ggie . Where i put whurtevurr I WANT . When i want . !!!! My P0sts . My st0ries . 0f MY life . Lemme intr0 MY siztuhhz . Wh0 has been there ferr ME . Til N0W . 0wkaehz . Amalina . Raikha . Maira . Mia . HEARRTTSyaL0adz . At least THEY n0e h0w I feel . [[ N0 0ffence/nt takin sides .]] But theres 0ne pers0n id like ta gib EXTRA credit tuu . Ma beybehh siztuhh .. Raikha . Cuz her heart has been br0ken by a BASTARD to0 . hehe .. And SHE's tha 0ne wh0 is mostly there ferr me . But i still l0ve ALL ma siztuhhz as muchie,kaez? Dunch getta tha wr0ng idea beybz . I NEVA take sides yeahh ? ermms . 0f 0ur siztuhz.. im tha FIERCE 0ne. haha .. Well.. usuali .. i play Big siztuh tuu maira n raikha . heehee . bt THAT's why i l0ve em .they alwaes listen ta ME . Ma advice n stuff . they app it . I h0PE .Rite?? Well.. gib me yerr answers 0n tha taggie yuhh ? Kla . I St0p HERE .

.'.+[[L0ttssherr ShWiT KiShHeSh . Tuu every1 0ut there .]]+.'.

beybehh'eyymiie .

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Peace .0outtshie .